Guiltiness & Devils

OMG!! I feel so guilty about myself.. I'm really a devil tho.. but before i'm a devil without reason and now i'm one with reason.. ahhhh!!!!! I've betrayed my friend.. a friend who comes from the same place as me .. a friend which have a lot of similarities (before).. a friend which treat me like a sister.. I cant believe today (11/1/07) i betrayed her.. just only few words .. i'm so angry about myself and disapointed ... dont feel very good now.. I'm really a bloody hell devil...